What wrong with me?

What wrong with me? which one who made me so different like other girls?
I don't know are my self too bad to you? I did'nt know
You so cold to me, but you never do that to other girls
I loved you since 7 grade , maybe 7 grade I think its not serious feeling
I try to move on, I get it and found other boys 
When we meet at 9 grade (now) its little to difference
when I have an boyfriend you always wanna near with me
when I broke up (now) you soooo freak you self
you never told to me again, you hesitate from me and never ans my asking
you wont seen my face or wanna near to me again
when Im so lonely like now be honestly I need you to you attention to me
but I thought thats so imposibble something
what happened with you? but I guess thats I understand you not my
boyfriends or not. I just your friends classmatez so I won't to hoping u more
your behavior to me its so freak, and so difference if you with other girl
Maybe you'd hatez me? I think its OK ;;)
maybe you'd dislike me? I thinks its OK ;;)
maybe you'd seen me as ordinary friends? I think its OK ;;)
And I made a decicion its a , I stopping to loving you
its never bring me to the happy its good thing if I just lonely
I'll stop .
but I'll wait you for show me your love self
if you not yet to show it, maybe I wont loving u anyone
and I know its so selfish way who I must choose
suppose you wanna know what are happen to my hearth to you
and I just begging to god to open your hearth
but if not bring the result I just wanna stopping my hopping everyday