Okay, feel so suck heard any romance songs. any questions came rightnow.
- Why you don't bring your phone to school?
- Why you delete all your songs in your phone?
- Why you delete all picture in your phone?
- Why you wont seem romance move, anymore?
- Why you become so strange? 
- Why you being easy to get sickness and your face so pale
You want knowing the answer, right. Because I won't remember anything, too painfull.
I feel so strange see anything about" relationship " seriously. and I dont know why
Suppose he understand it, but.... just dont. I wont waste my time to cry, again. Enough
The thing make me upset are, he leaving me. Such a.... I dont know I wont remember anything, really I wont. Too sick. But what can I do rightnow? NOTHING
I dont know must eaten how long time toforget him from my mind, I feel so envy with other girls, after breaking up with their boy's has easily found others. But me? I can't get near with other boys, Freak. Ya, I did. But its me, weird. Nothing anybody here, pain....